A special Tiva poem. [Contains some Rivkin and Jeanne, hence "But, my heart was crushed when I found out you already had someone caught in your heart and I started to feel like my dreams about you were shattered." Just a mild warning! ^_^)
From the first day that you walked through those elevators, your dark brown eyes captivated my heart and took it through a roller coaster.
Every night when I went home and crawled into my bed, I always thought about you.
In my dreams, I always imagined you and me, in a white, silky wedding dress and a white veil at the altar, saying “I do.”
When we promised each other to cherish each other for sickness and health and promised each other that we would always be together forever.
Those two words always rushed in my mind, when that day comes when you walk down the aisle.
But, my heart was crushed when I found out you already had someone caught in your heart and I started to feel like my dreams about you were shattered.
I had no choice to do what would shatter our future and I did it. I always believed in you that we could end up together, hand in hand, snuggling against each other.
But, it was gone forever that I ruined everything we have been through.
I can never forgive myself but what I said was true. And I hope you can forgive me.”
It was a sunny day as Jenny Shepard was escorted by Anthony DiNozzo and Ziva David to former NCIS Special Agent William Decker’s funeral, held in Los Angeles, California. Where, he was discovered by two boys while they were walking on a sidewalk. His death was ruled as a heart attack, but she assumed his cause of death was murder.
After the funeral, Jenny sent Special Agent Anthony DiNozzo and Mossad Liaison Ziva David off to enjoy their day off. Jenny figured that she had to investigate how Decker died.
Meanwhile, Jenny walked into her car and drove off to a deserted diner, where she joined with Mike Franks, a retired NCIS agent that used to mentor her former partner and lover, Leroy Jethro Gibbs. He knew about her secret illness that no one knew about, well…almost. As she was looking at some aged pictures, he looked through her own purse, which contained her pills for her illness.
Also, Ducky ran tests from a John Doe that he revealed to her that Jenny was dying.
As Jenny and Franks were investigating the alleged murder of William Decker, she remembered that the stealthy mission in Paris nine years prior, involving Decker, Gibbs, and herself.
From that moment, Jenny knew that she lied to Gibbs that she was dying. There was this part of her that she made the worst mistake of leaving Jethro behind in Paris and she still loved him. No matter what happened in Paris.
Gibbs and Jenny damaged an operation ten years prior, in order to assassinate two Russian lovers whom were felonized aristocrats. Gibbs gunned down the man but she managed to allow the woman to live.
Later, her name was revealed as Natasha.Before Franks left the diner, he handed her a gun. She knew from that moment, the woman whom she tried to kill, was seeking revenge for her lover’s death.
Four killers entered the diner from doors and the shootout began. Jenny automatically started shooting and managed to kill the men.
But, she lost unconsciousness due to her lack of blood. She went down.
-Fanfiction from Judgment Day, Season 5's finale. Sad episode yet..I thought it was good. [Not saying that I hated Jenny, no! I loved Jenny like I love Ziva, McGee and Abby. xD]