Post by Ines on Aug 9, 2005 16:44:28 GMT -5
Naked(Definitely Tate)
Disclaimer: Own nothing. Earn nothing. Yada yada… NCIS plus characters belong to whoever really owns them. I have no clue…I guess it’s DPB…
A/N: I suffer some kind of writers block at the moment when it comes to DaN, plus somehow I have some problems with my website when I try to update my existing pages (Gahhh!), so I started something new that came into my mind. Of course it’s Tate, but it’s also a lot about what makes Kate tick –IMHO. There are lyrics of a
Avril Lavigne in it because I thought they fit…I hope that’s okay (Disclaimer: The song does not belong to me either. I hate to do this. Disclaimer suck…LOL). Thanx to my good friend Timo for a certain poem that appears in the story, I’m happy to know you! Enjoy!
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I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
'Cause life is like a game sometimes
“DiNozzo!” Kate gave her partner an annoyed look. “Stay away from my rucksack!”
Tony raised his hands “I just wanted to know what you’ve got for lunch, I don’t think big boss is gonna let go of us.” he pointed at the exploded train in the background.
Kate made a face. Tony stared at her for a moment until he understood and ducked, unfortunately too late. Gibbs had smacked him “I heard that, Tony.” and was now on his way to the local police officer. “You have five minutes to eat something.”
“Why does he never do that to you?” Tony complained.
Kate grinned “Because I make sure he doesn’t stay behind me when I say something like that…Tony!” Kate grabbed for her rucksack.
“Oh, Kate! You cannot be that cold! I don’t have anything for lunch.”
“It will not harm you if you eat a little less, and, by the way, you certainly won’t like my vegetarian cucumber baguette.” Kate stated, biting into her baguette, still grinning.
“This is so you, Kate! You’re so selfish and want-to-be-perfect with your diet and everything!” Tony growled, half serious and half amused.
Suddenly, the grin on Kate’s face vanished. Her face showed no emotion when she turned around “That was not funny, DiNozzo.”
“Hey!” Tony shouted after her “I wasn’t serious, Kate!”
“Yes, you were!”
“No, I wasn’t!”
“Shut the hell up, DiNozzo!” Kate screamed, slowly but surely losing it.
“Kate!”
Kate didn’t answer. She bit on her lips and closed her eyes. She wanted to cry, she wanted to scream at Tony, tell him that he didn’t know the slightest bit about her. That he had no idea how much his words had hurt her. She quickly whipped away a tear and remembered back to a day when she was still at school.
“Hey Danny, wait for me!” Kate hurried to reach her classmate. It was their PE lesson and their teacher had let them go back to school earlier because it was the last day before summer holidays.
“I need to go to the supermarket, wanna join me?” Kate asked. It hadn’t been too long since she had split up with the girls she usually spend time with, but since then, she had a lot more to do with her other classmates and began to trust a few of them. Though she remained careful – she hated the thought that someone might be able to hurt her.
“Sure.” Danny grinned.
They went to the market, talking about the usual stuff like classmates and teachers. Then they somehow ended up talking about poems.
“There is a poem with a lot of truth in it…I found it not so long ago.” Danny said.
“Tell me.” The two now didn’t hurry anymore, they enjoyed their talk.
“You see me laugh
But inside I cry
You ask me whether I’m fine
I say yes and lie
You say I can tell you everything
But a few minutes later everyone knows
You see how I close up
But you do not do anything
You look into my face
But you do not see my tears.”
Kate stared at him. “Where…where is that from?”
He shrugged “I don’t know.”
They remained silent for some time. Kate knew Danny was someone that could be trusted. Somehow she just knew. They hadn’t had to do too much with each other before, but Kate had the feeling that he might understand her.
“I just fits. Somehow. How much do we allow other people to realize what we feel? How much do they want to realize?”
Danny looked at her in surprise. He knew Kate was not like most of the other girls. Sure, she was bitchy and girlish to a certain degree, but she never seemed to be the typical 16-year-old girl. She usually reacted very annoyed if the boys played the big macho men and didn’t care the least what they thought about her. On the other hand, she was a member of the student council, one of the best students and everyone accepted her.
He thought again. He had seen her almost in tears when some guys had teased her after she had been organizing something and it had gone wrong. He had seen her walk away from the other girls with a pale face, full of sadness and anger, suppressing tears when she had realized she had tried to be part of something she couldn’t be part of. He had seen the hurt look on her face when the others called her “freak” because she refused to be like everyone else. Though she had smiled and not said anything about it, anyone who paid attention recognized she was either very quiet or quite bitchy for the next few hours. He suddenly realized Kate was a lot more sensible than she seemed.
He smiled at her “I know what you mean. I hardly trust other people, too.”
Kate smiled back “Yeah, it’s always risky to trust. Trust can kill you.”
“Or set you free.”
“Yes, or set you free…until it kills you.”
“Kate!”
A sad smile appeared on Kate’s face. No, nobody really knew her. What the hell was wrong with her? Why did she always have to make things this complicated? Why couldn’t she trust people?
“Hey, DiNozzo. What have you done to her?” Gibbs asked when Tony joined him.
“I don’t know. She somehow just…I don’t know. I didn’t mean to upset her.” he shrugged.
Gibbs looked at him for a moment “Probably just in a bad mood. Women.”
Shaking his head, Tony answered “I don’t think so.”
Will be continued if you guys like it... ;D
Disclaimer: Own nothing. Earn nothing. Yada yada… NCIS plus characters belong to whoever really owns them. I have no clue…I guess it’s DPB…
A/N: I suffer some kind of writers block at the moment when it comes to DaN, plus somehow I have some problems with my website when I try to update my existing pages (Gahhh!), so I started something new that came into my mind. Of course it’s Tate, but it’s also a lot about what makes Kate tick –IMHO. There are lyrics of a
Avril Lavigne in it because I thought they fit…I hope that’s okay (Disclaimer: The song does not belong to me either. I hate to do this. Disclaimer suck…LOL). Thanx to my good friend Timo for a certain poem that appears in the story, I’m happy to know you! Enjoy!
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I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
'Cause life is like a game sometimes
“DiNozzo!” Kate gave her partner an annoyed look. “Stay away from my rucksack!”
Tony raised his hands “I just wanted to know what you’ve got for lunch, I don’t think big boss is gonna let go of us.” he pointed at the exploded train in the background.
Kate made a face. Tony stared at her for a moment until he understood and ducked, unfortunately too late. Gibbs had smacked him “I heard that, Tony.” and was now on his way to the local police officer. “You have five minutes to eat something.”
“Why does he never do that to you?” Tony complained.
Kate grinned “Because I make sure he doesn’t stay behind me when I say something like that…Tony!” Kate grabbed for her rucksack.
“Oh, Kate! You cannot be that cold! I don’t have anything for lunch.”
“It will not harm you if you eat a little less, and, by the way, you certainly won’t like my vegetarian cucumber baguette.” Kate stated, biting into her baguette, still grinning.
“This is so you, Kate! You’re so selfish and want-to-be-perfect with your diet and everything!” Tony growled, half serious and half amused.
Suddenly, the grin on Kate’s face vanished. Her face showed no emotion when she turned around “That was not funny, DiNozzo.”
“Hey!” Tony shouted after her “I wasn’t serious, Kate!”
“Yes, you were!”
“No, I wasn’t!”
“Shut the hell up, DiNozzo!” Kate screamed, slowly but surely losing it.
“Kate!”
Kate didn’t answer. She bit on her lips and closed her eyes. She wanted to cry, she wanted to scream at Tony, tell him that he didn’t know the slightest bit about her. That he had no idea how much his words had hurt her. She quickly whipped away a tear and remembered back to a day when she was still at school.
“Hey Danny, wait for me!” Kate hurried to reach her classmate. It was their PE lesson and their teacher had let them go back to school earlier because it was the last day before summer holidays.
“I need to go to the supermarket, wanna join me?” Kate asked. It hadn’t been too long since she had split up with the girls she usually spend time with, but since then, she had a lot more to do with her other classmates and began to trust a few of them. Though she remained careful – she hated the thought that someone might be able to hurt her.
“Sure.” Danny grinned.
They went to the market, talking about the usual stuff like classmates and teachers. Then they somehow ended up talking about poems.
“There is a poem with a lot of truth in it…I found it not so long ago.” Danny said.
“Tell me.” The two now didn’t hurry anymore, they enjoyed their talk.
“You see me laugh
But inside I cry
You ask me whether I’m fine
I say yes and lie
You say I can tell you everything
But a few minutes later everyone knows
You see how I close up
But you do not do anything
You look into my face
But you do not see my tears.”
Kate stared at him. “Where…where is that from?”
He shrugged “I don’t know.”
They remained silent for some time. Kate knew Danny was someone that could be trusted. Somehow she just knew. They hadn’t had to do too much with each other before, but Kate had the feeling that he might understand her.
“I just fits. Somehow. How much do we allow other people to realize what we feel? How much do they want to realize?”
Danny looked at her in surprise. He knew Kate was not like most of the other girls. Sure, she was bitchy and girlish to a certain degree, but she never seemed to be the typical 16-year-old girl. She usually reacted very annoyed if the boys played the big macho men and didn’t care the least what they thought about her. On the other hand, she was a member of the student council, one of the best students and everyone accepted her.
He thought again. He had seen her almost in tears when some guys had teased her after she had been organizing something and it had gone wrong. He had seen her walk away from the other girls with a pale face, full of sadness and anger, suppressing tears when she had realized she had tried to be part of something she couldn’t be part of. He had seen the hurt look on her face when the others called her “freak” because she refused to be like everyone else. Though she had smiled and not said anything about it, anyone who paid attention recognized she was either very quiet or quite bitchy for the next few hours. He suddenly realized Kate was a lot more sensible than she seemed.
He smiled at her “I know what you mean. I hardly trust other people, too.”
Kate smiled back “Yeah, it’s always risky to trust. Trust can kill you.”
“Or set you free.”
“Yes, or set you free…until it kills you.”
“Kate!”
A sad smile appeared on Kate’s face. No, nobody really knew her. What the hell was wrong with her? Why did she always have to make things this complicated? Why couldn’t she trust people?
“Hey, DiNozzo. What have you done to her?” Gibbs asked when Tony joined him.
“I don’t know. She somehow just…I don’t know. I didn’t mean to upset her.” he shrugged.
Gibbs looked at him for a moment “Probably just in a bad mood. Women.”
Shaking his head, Tony answered “I don’t think so.”
Will be continued if you guys like it... ;D
