Post by LJG_NCIS on Jul 14, 2006 9:31:03 GMT -5
Thanks dani and Meg Here;s the next chapter of TBB.
Disclaimer: I am not affiliated with NCIS in any way, shape or form. That all belongs to Sir DPB, CBS, and Paramount.
Chapter 12: Doubts
Gibbs wasn’t completely shocked by Tony’s words, but he was a little taken aback. He wasn’t blind or heading that way, contrary to popular belief. At least, not blind enough not to notice Tony and Kate’s incessant flirting and what Gibbs took to be sibling-like bickering. But never had Gibbs suspected that Tony’s feelings for Kate ran that deep. ‘I just assumed it was another one of his hormone-driven infatuations. Damn it, I know better than to assume things! And now look where it’s landed me. What the hell was I thinking in the elevator? How could I even for the slightest second entertain the thought that she might be interested in a grumpy old nice guy like me?’ The pessimistic thoughts flowed ceaselessly through Gibbs’s silver-mopped head. But still, a tony, optimistic, hopeful voice somewhere in the corner of his subconscious made its plea to the jury...
‘But she kissed you back...”
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Abby’s not-so-little pep talk had boosted Kate’s confidence, but doubts kept running through her mind, despite efforts to restrain them. ‘What about Rule 12? Gibbs would never go against his own rules, no matter how much he breaks other people’s. Maybe we shouldn’t go against his rule anyway. After all, he said himself, “Romance between agents Kate, it never works.” Was he talking from experience? Had what he said to me been meant as a warning of sorts? Besides, what had happened in the elevator was probably just a fluke event. He must have been delusional, an after-effect of no morning coffee. Even if he had been completely in control of himself in the elevator, how could I do that to Tony? Tony...I never knew, never suspected. God, what am I going to do?’ As much as Kate’s mind was focused on the negative, the doubts, her heart hadn’t yet given up yet. Not by a long shot. ‘Get a hold of yourself. Forget about what might go wrong. You love him. That’s all that really matters. You love him.’
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Tony’s mind was reeling. He didn’t know what to do. What he had said to Gibbs was true, he had never before felt what he felt for Kate. But what was he going to do about it? It’s not as if he could go against Gibbs, or else he would seriously regret it. ‘On second thought,’ he thought, ‘if I ‘stole’ Kate from Gibbs, I would probably wouldn’t live long enough to regret anything.’ Tony’s mind was in turmoil. Whenever he’s confused, unsure if what to do, or just in the mood to bug Kate, a movie emerges in his mind. This was the case at the moment. “Sabrina,” he said quietly to himself. “The 1954 version, not the new one. Humphrey Bogart. William Holden. Audrey Hepburn. Mmm did she look fine! A girl loves this younger guy, but she can’t have him. She goes to Paris and come back looking stunning. The young guy wants her. She still loves him, but she also loves the older guy that’s also interested in her. In the end, she goes for the older guy. God, I hope that’s not the case with Kate...
Disclaimer: I am not affiliated with NCIS in any way, shape or form. That all belongs to Sir DPB, CBS, and Paramount.
Chapter 12: Doubts
Gibbs wasn’t completely shocked by Tony’s words, but he was a little taken aback. He wasn’t blind or heading that way, contrary to popular belief. At least, not blind enough not to notice Tony and Kate’s incessant flirting and what Gibbs took to be sibling-like bickering. But never had Gibbs suspected that Tony’s feelings for Kate ran that deep. ‘I just assumed it was another one of his hormone-driven infatuations. Damn it, I know better than to assume things! And now look where it’s landed me. What the hell was I thinking in the elevator? How could I even for the slightest second entertain the thought that she might be interested in a grumpy old nice guy like me?’ The pessimistic thoughts flowed ceaselessly through Gibbs’s silver-mopped head. But still, a tony, optimistic, hopeful voice somewhere in the corner of his subconscious made its plea to the jury...
‘But she kissed you back...”
* * * * * * *
Abby’s not-so-little pep talk had boosted Kate’s confidence, but doubts kept running through her mind, despite efforts to restrain them. ‘What about Rule 12? Gibbs would never go against his own rules, no matter how much he breaks other people’s. Maybe we shouldn’t go against his rule anyway. After all, he said himself, “Romance between agents Kate, it never works.” Was he talking from experience? Had what he said to me been meant as a warning of sorts? Besides, what had happened in the elevator was probably just a fluke event. He must have been delusional, an after-effect of no morning coffee. Even if he had been completely in control of himself in the elevator, how could I do that to Tony? Tony...I never knew, never suspected. God, what am I going to do?’ As much as Kate’s mind was focused on the negative, the doubts, her heart hadn’t yet given up yet. Not by a long shot. ‘Get a hold of yourself. Forget about what might go wrong. You love him. That’s all that really matters. You love him.’
* * * * * * *
Tony’s mind was reeling. He didn’t know what to do. What he had said to Gibbs was true, he had never before felt what he felt for Kate. But what was he going to do about it? It’s not as if he could go against Gibbs, or else he would seriously regret it. ‘On second thought,’ he thought, ‘if I ‘stole’ Kate from Gibbs, I would probably wouldn’t live long enough to regret anything.’ Tony’s mind was in turmoil. Whenever he’s confused, unsure if what to do, or just in the mood to bug Kate, a movie emerges in his mind. This was the case at the moment. “Sabrina,” he said quietly to himself. “The 1954 version, not the new one. Humphrey Bogart. William Holden. Audrey Hepburn. Mmm did she look fine! A girl loves this younger guy, but she can’t have him. She goes to Paris and come back looking stunning. The young guy wants her. She still loves him, but she also loves the older guy that’s also interested in her. In the end, she goes for the older guy. God, I hope that’s not the case with Kate...